I’ve never
been one to jump much on the idea of ‘training trips’. We re-locate for about 6
weeks each summer to Colorado, but that is simply because the oppressive
summers make it very difficult to put in the ‘big’ miles for Ironman. The
majority of the year, living in Austin, I’m in a perfect location to do all I
need to do for my job. Sure it gets hot, so I start my rides or runs early, or
move a run indoors to the treadmill. I swim with one of the best Masters teams
in the country (though I may be a little biased). The cycling may entail a lot
of stop and go at times, but you deal with it. I figure no place is perfect; you
do the best with what you’ve got. And of course, it is where my husband and my ‘kids’
(dog and cat) are. Given all the travel I do for racing, I’d just as well be at
home as much as I can.
That said,
Derick and I agreed that after Rev 3 Quassy, it would be nice for me to escape
the heat a bit and get in a good little ‘cycling block’ (something else I had
never done). So after a few rest days, I was off to Henderson, Nevada. Why
Henderson? It is the site of Vegas 70.3 World Champs in September, and an opportunity
came up whereby I could stay at the Westin Lake Las Vegas, right where the swim
takes place and the bike starts. I made my plans and began to tirelessly
research the road riding in Henderson. It seemed to be an amazing place to ride
a bike, but going there alone, and planning to ride 90-100 miles a day for a
week straight definitely was a little bit daunting. I tried to embrace the
adventure and realized that while it may be a little lonely at times, I’d be
keeping myself busy enough (and tired enough) to be able to savor the solo
downtime. (I later realized that I would not be escaping the heat at all, just
exchanging hot and humid for hot and dry!).
Returning
from the trip, I can look back and realize that the goal was accomplished. I
don’t talk much about my training, but this was a great week in Henderson. I
ended up riding 500 miles over 5 days (with 2 rest days) and I also logged my
longest ride to date, 120 miles, which took me all the way out to Overton, NV (with
110 of those miles being on the same road!). Swimming and running were
sprinkled in there a bit but the focus was cycling, and while I may not have
crushed all these rides, I did them and I can take a lot of confidence in this.
There is something very empowering about going somewhere that you know no one,
and riding roads you have never seen before; I was by no means camping in a
foreign country, but the trip carried some uncertainties and it felt good to
embrace them.
Which brings
me to the purpose of my post, “The Three Things I Learned in Vegas”. Yes I was
technically in Henderson, but ‘Vegas’ sounds better. Surely I learned more than
just three things, but when you have countless hours with you and the thoughts
in your head, you find certain thoughts keep coming back to you. So off we go.
1) Do what scares you. What scares me?
Long bike rides. Yeah, strange isn’t it? It has been something that has always
intimidated me, ever since I started triathlon. Think about it. Only on a long
bike ride can you pedal your way to 50, 60+ miles from your original spot. A
lot can happen out there. Flat tires, mechanicals, etc; but what has always
scared me most about long rides is the bonk. Bonking on a long ride is far more
dangerous than a swim bonk or a run bonk (of which I don’t think I have ever
encountered either one). A bonk on a
long ride results in suddenly feeling dizzy, light-headed, and usually comes on
strong very quickly. It is the lack of focus it brings that really freaks me
out. I don’t like not being in control, and that feeling is very scary when it’s
just you at the helm on two very skinny tires often going 15-25+ mph. I guess
you could say the fear of the bonk is why I am pretty good at downing calories
on rides, 200-300 per hour, and up to 400 per hour on the bike in an Ironman. I
have always been a bit afraid of huge rides (100+ miles) and I’ve often been
known to stick closer to home in case I need to bail. I think this trip showed
me that I can do these, even on tired legs; I was able to tackle the 120 miler
on my 2nd to last day there, albeit after a rest day, and while it
was a little scary to head out to a town I’d never been to, with literally 40
miles between fuel stops, I did it. That feels good. To recognize what your fears
are, no matter if they seem silly or legit, will allow you to accept them, and
then work to tackle them. Empowering!
2) There is no time for emotion when
racing. Where on
earth would I have come up with this one? I was there training, not racing. On
my final day, I opted to head to the run course and run two loops of it (just
under 9 miles); first loop steady, second loop ‘hard’. I am not really one for ‘visualization’,
however since I was out there, I tried to play out the various scenarios that
Vegas 70.3 may hold. I always love the run segment of races, and this course
really hands it to you; you are either going up, or down; albeit gradual hills,
they are hills nonetheless. I was finishing up the final stretch, a long
downhill segment, and I was thinking ‘what if you are winning right now come
race day? How cool would that be?’ then I thought ‘or maybe you’re trying to
catch someone up ahead, right there; you can see her but she’s running strong,
and so are you; damnit it hurts and I can’t go any faster!…’ or maybe it would
be ‘you’re holding steady Kelly but she’s right there behind you. Keep on the
gas, only ½ more mile…’ I then remembered back a few years when I used to often
wave or smile at my parents mid-race, feeling like a rockstar, only to crumble
minutes later and come hobbling home. I came to the realization that, when
racing, there is no time for emotion (at least for myself). The minute that
emotion starts to creep into your race, I have found a few things can happen. Excitement
can get the best of you and you start to think about ‘the finish’, when it’s
not yet there; you get ahead of yourself. Another thing that can happen from
too much emotion is feeling sorry for yourself, which never does us any good,
in any circumstance, much less in a race when we’re physically, mentally and
emotionally pushing ourselves. Now don’t me wrong, it is not a bad thing to
remind yourself how hard you’ve worked and you’re not going to let this one get
away from you… but the ultimate focus has to remain process-oriented.
Nutrition, pacing, hydration…one step in front of the other, one mile at a time…are
you going hard enough? Can you go harder? Should you dial it back? Long and the
short of it is, if there is one thing I’ve learned over the years, it’s that if
you have a big goal for a race, you’re best served by trying to maintain a
focus the entire race; as we all know, it’s not over until you cross that
finish line (or at the very least, you can see it within your sights!). It’s
good to be reminded of this.
3) Learn to spend time alone. In college, I used to love to go out
to dinner solo. My place of choice was Texas Roadhouse. I would walk in and hop
up to the bar where I’d order a peach margarita, eat peanuts and then order a
huge grilled chicken salad. I’d watch people; I may chat w/ a bartender; and I
even made friends with a cute little old man, who came in even more frequently
than I did (shocking); he even had his own coffee mug at the bar. One day, I
came in and I found out that he rarely came to the bar anymore because he had ‘met
a lady’; that was good news. I would look forward to these solo dinner outings.
My friends told me “Kelly, you shouldn’t do that; it looks like you just want to
hook up.” I’d say “Really? Because I am wearing jeans or a long denim skirt, or
some hippy looking skirt. I don’t really exude that vibe.” Maybe I enjoy the fact
that it’s something that you are ‘not supposed to do’, but in my opinion, why
not? It’s refreshing to sit down in a public place and just be with yourself;
watch people. It’s good for the soul.
In
Henderson, my days looked something like this: Wake up at 4:45, eat breakfast, drink coffee,
and head out the door at 5:30. The next 5-7 hours were spent on my bike. I wasn’t
totally solo, I had my musical friends in my right ear; but predominantly, it was
just me and my thoughts. And for some odd reason, I really never got bored. If
anything, I’d get bored moreso in my hotel room at times; but even then, I would
come back, lay down on the floor and recover for about 10 minutes, eat, then
sit in my Recovery Pump boots on the bed with mindless TV in the background; check
up on emails; drink more coffee. I may read my book. Call someone. But all in
all, it was pretty peaceful. If I started to go stir crazy or I had an easy day
to ensue, I’d venture ‘out of room’ to one of the restaurants and have a beer,
order food, and read my book along with more people watching. Point being…
racing triathlons (especially those in the range of 4-17 hours in duration) is
not a terribly exciting, stimulating endeavor. It’s a hell of a lot of time
with you, yourself and your own head. It is a very valuable thing to be
comfortable spending that time with yourself, knowing what kinds of thoughts
may come up; and with regards to training (or racing), knowing how to combat the negative ones. No
matter what happens in life, you always have ‘you’ (we’re kind of stuck with
ourselves) so you better know how to be comfortable with that person.
So that
wraps up the Three Things I Learned in Vegas. Here are a few pictures of my
trip, including the amazing lake where I finished most of my days, some of the
food I enjoyed and many of the endless roads I bonded with. I will admit, while
it was a great trip, it’s good to be home! I missed my husband, my cat and dog,
and of course the Mexican food. Some things I’m not willing to give up for long!
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Swim Venue (Lake Las Vegas) |
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Road out of Overton, Nevada |
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Burger night (& a beer) |
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Laundry Day <roughing it!> |
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Salad & Pasta night (& a beer) |
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Rode with a camelbak every day |
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View from Goodsprings, an old ghost town |
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Northshore Road; we did a lot of bonding |
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View from Boulder City, 'The City that Built Hoover Dam' | | | |
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Packing up & enjoying a Tenaya Creek IPA - After 500 miles I earned it! :) |
2 comments:
What a fun trip!! Those pics are gorgeous and it looks like amazing riding...totally jealous of all that lovely riding!
I appreciate that long bike rides scare you, I thought I was alone on long rides terrifying me for the same reasons! It's unnerving to realize that you are totally alone and in unknown place if something happens.
Love the lessons, and the pics look like the trip was fabulous!
hey chica, thanks! it was a fun trip. yep, gotta admit our 'fears' no matter how silly they may seem. :) glad you enjoyed the read. take care of you!
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